To the Green-eyed Lovebird:
We met fifteen years ago, almost to the day, when I moved my stuff into the NYU
dorm room next to yours at Senior House.
You called us fast friends. I like to think it was more.
We lived on nothing but the excitement of finding ourselves through music (you were obsessed with Jeff Buckley), photography (I couldn’t stop taking pictures of you), hanging out in Washington Square Park, and all the weird things we did to make money. I learned more about myself that year than any other.
Yet, somehow, it all fell apart. We lost touch the summer after graduation when I
went to South America to work for National Geographic. When I came back, you
were gone. A part of me still wonders if I pushed you too hard after the wedding...
I didn’t see you again until a month ago. It was a Wednesday. You were rocking
back on your heels, balancing on that thick yellow line that runs along the subway
platform, waiting for the F train. I didn’t know it was you until it was too late, and
then you were gone. Again. You said my name; I saw it on your lips. I tried to will
the train to stop, just so I could say hello.
After seeing you, all of the youthful feelings and memories came flooding back to
me, and now I’ve spent the better part of a month wondering what your life is like. I might be totally out of my mind, but would you like to get a drink with me and catch up on the last decade and a half?